I was cleaning my desk, and looked at my notes, full of doodles at the corner part of the pages.
I thought of xeroxing them and share those pieces with the world, but the intention was withdrawn by my laziness.
Lots of things, and occurrences, that are happening in my life, yet, my fingers seems unwilling to type each keypad to put the alphabets and the numerical symbols into words, into sentences, into paragraphs, into a story of my whereabouts.
So, for some brief update, I'm working on my final group project, to make a simple traffic light system by using micro-controller. Still working on the source code. As well as I'm struggling to revise my hardware n troubleshooting subject for my last paper of final exam. After that, I want to spend more time at home...
In this current moment, I can feel that my heart seems to ache/disturbed. I do not know for sure whether it is a sad, or mad, or hatred, and to what, and to whom. I do not know... might be I do not recite Ummul-Kitab in a suffice manner
Mentioning about feeling, I have always wonder, when will I show to people that I am really really disgrace with their unacceptable acts? This morning, I asked this matter to my friend, she's from Pahang while we were having lunch. To my utter amazement, she told me that she can detect I'm not in a good mood whenever I keep on silencing and do not give much respond, but it would only last for a couple of minutes and after that I would return to my normal state. But....I'm not sure about that anyway, it might be because I do not know how to respond without hurting the others feeling while joking around. hrmm... I still need to figure out about this.
I played a war with a junior of mine. Whoever makes their opponent's notifications reaches 100 first, wins chocolate chip cookies, and I won the prize :D She almost beat me with that 90 notifications for my account..
p/s: I miss "The Horizon"-Roller Coaster =P I hope I can meet you up before you gone afar. (::referring to a girl, not a boy::)
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